OnlyFans, FinDom, Sugar Daddies... and now Substack and Sobriety (Part.2)

What came after that weekend trip to Paris where I went back with a lot more cash than I had when I went there....

I’m not ready yet to share ALL the details of what happened in that particular apartment in the 10th arrondissement de Paris, though I think it all makes great stories… but for 30$ a year… I have to preserve some intimacy.

So for the memo - I was in Paris for the weekend, did some stuff… and then I get back to Manchester, and the Narc knew it instantly that his property had been entered by someone else. We ended up having a very lengthy discussion about ALL THE THINGS HE’D DONE since we been together, and wasn’t honest about, and all the things I did too.

See the thing is though, although I was deep into my addictions and probably a shitty person back then, I had never gone to some major morally ethically wrong things.
I'm going to list out some of the things he did - not to make myself seem as a victim, or to shame him, but simply to showcase how dark addiction can get, and how sick some human’s can be, unhealed, and bathing in the dark: